Andre Cabrales

epiphany... just had one. Well maybe not... I just remembered something that I already knew but have ignored it in a big way.

My relationship with Christ directly affects the type of person I am. I have not been the happiest person recently and have bought up a lot of stock in other things... those aren't really important and aren't necessarily bad.

BUT... the big thing is I have just been flat out ignoring the Lord. Why? because I can.

I have come to realize... again... that God brings me so much happiness when I least deserve it but only when I'm at where he wants me.

Lately... I've been using a lot of excuses to not go to church, not pick up the word... blah blah blah. IT HAS BEEN AFFECTING ME... in a big way.

I've become somewhat apathetic. Do I still love the lord? Yes... big time! But... Am I doing what I should be... and overwhelmingly no.

Can I do okay without the Lord? Hell yeah... but I don't want to. I could be the most successful person you ever met (by the worldly definition)... but that doesn't matter to me. I just want to get straight with my savior again... for my sake... not anyone else.

I love Christ and it's time I start living like it again. What the F happened? I could blame a lot of recent events... but that's not me.

Need to get my game right!