It's such a fascinating thing to me to think about my past... especially what used to be my passions. I feel as though one passion is being taken off of my heart and I am becoming ready to move on to something else.
Think about it... what were you passionate about in High School? When you graduated? A year ago? A month ago? One constant passion (although it varies in intensity often) is my relationship with Christ.
I really enjoy doing ministry... a lot. But I feel like I've fallen out of community where I'm at. This has made ministry feel like HUGE obligation and not something I have a passion for. Not only do I feel like I can go away without anyone being affected (maybe a few)... I feel I can go away without being affected (A few people I know I will miss).
I really feel like I need to ready myself for a change. This may include a move, another commitment, something... I don't know what it is. If you'd asked me a year ago if I would be willing to leave, my answer would have been a definite NO. Now... I cannot say the same.
It really is exciting... I'm ready to move on.
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